Solitude

Tonight Jason is over his mom's house helping her with her computer. Jason has to be the kindest person I've ever known.  He is always helping his friends and family out and he likes having many projects. I love you dearly honey, but I do enjoy a nice evening to myself sometimes. I love solitude and having only myself to chat with. I'm aware that some qualify this as crazy, but I like to call it healthy. Life is about being yourself and the only way to do that is by getting to know yourself, and speaking to yourself can be very therapeutic and helpful in this respect.

In my time alone tonight, I listened to Counting Crows Radio on Pandora (a 90s flashback of bands like Oasis, The Verve Pipe and Toad the Wet Spocket) while I started getting into the novel, "Twilight"(you should check it out, all the ladies at work are freaking out about this series).

I cherish silence and being at peace by myself. I have been like this my whole life - I started by playing with Barbies alone in my room as a child, then moved to writing poetry and listening to depressing music alone in my room as a teen.  Then I took off to college alone, moved to NYC by myself once I graduated and proceeded to hop around doing various film production work. I guess I was never scared to pursue life's adventures and that's the way I preferred it. Jason, again I love you being in my life, you are my best friend, but I do and will forever enjoy solitude.